OH YEAH!!!

Asslamualaikum................

say yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm back to update my blog..
i know my blog is so damn boring..
really boring...
and yup i'm also boring...
to update this boring blog..haha
(what's wrong with me??)

I don't know..
i'm think i'm going crazy..
yoohooo...
i don't have anything to do nowadays...
just hanging around my house..
without anything to do
surfing the internet is my
NUMBER 1 priority!!
because lately..
i've been obsessed with BB!!
my fave korean group...
totally love all their songs...
whoaaaaaaaaaaaa...

Also, after the SPM ended,
i felt like i've became much more lazy..
haha...why i'm always like this??

hrmm, just wondering what it feel
to have someone that love you??
i really want to feel that feeling...
how will i react??
how will i go on with my life knowing
that someone will always be there for me??
will he treat me right??
if i'm sad, would he comfort me
with his words of wisdom??
will he always support me in no matter what
situation i face??
will he accept my weakness??
will he always remain my only guy??

truthfully, i don't know....
it just a thought ,
don't take this too seriously...
i'm just expressing what i felt..
after all, i'm just a teenage girl..
we all think about this thing a a lot u know??
what it's like to have a boyfriend??
haha, but seriously,
i never think i will experience that feeling
for a very long time,
i will feel it someday, but not now...
i'm not ready yet..haha..
really???
yeah, i think i can't handle the commitment..
hehe..and also my last time of experiencing this kind
of feeling ( the silly crush lol)
made me hate to fall in love again lol...

actually, my silly crush for this boy
was so silly
that made me thought
how silly i am
to had this silly crush
for that siily boy(no, he's damn smart haha)

must forget this crush!!
should not think about it anymore
because it will make me feel
like an idiot person...
hehe...
seriously i tell you,
one-sided love is really painful..
so, be strong and beware
to not caught in this feeling again..
like a loser, i will only feel sad..
but this mean nothing...
i will go trough
a lot more challenges and obstacles
in the future..
so from now onwards,
 i will  hold my head high..
and just enjoy my life..
nothing can't stop me from doing what i want!!!
oh yeah, u go girl!!

ok, until here,
wassalam,
bye teehee...

p/s: sorry if my grammar wasn't good enough...still learning!!!haha...and about the thought that i want to have a bf was myb because of watching too much korean dramas and reading malay novels...haha...so sweet!!